I am what I am

[Kurt's been sort of groggy all day. He spent most of it rolling around in bed under his covers with the curtains shut. It isn't until the sun starts to go down that he finally starts to feel sort of awake and alert. When he finally catches a glimpse of himself in the mirror, well...he doesn't. There's no reflection there. But just looking at his hands reveals they're deathly pale. He's freezing.

There's a special challenge in trying to find a vampiric ensemble that doesn't make him look like he raided Tina's closet, but he decides to embrace that challenge. It's hard to focus though, because he's pretty sure he's never been this hungry in his life, so he settles for one of the first few outfits he creates - red shirt, black tie, sleeveless sweater, and a bat-shaped brooch.

That doesn't help his hunger though, as distracting as it was. He's doing his best to just will it away. It's only three days (probably). People can survive for longer than that without food. He just won't think about how he doesn't really count as a person anymore. It's only three days. He doesn't have to do...that.

But he feels like he hasn't eaten in weeks.

...Maybe a walk will help clear his head, and make him forget his stomach. He has a few destinations in mind - the music room maybe, or just outside for some fresh air. Anywhere where he doesn't have to think about how hungry he is. Three days, three days, three days...]

[ooc: Please don't kill him? But feel free to run into him anywhere at all, at any time during the event. ♥]

[Kurt isn't in his room when he comes onto the screen. Instead, he is in the music room, where he's held Wonderland's glee club meetings. He's over by the piano at first, leaning against it, trying his best to look like he's not feeling anything at all. Then, just in case you weren't paying attention, he lays his hand on the lower keys, letting several loud, deep notes ring out and echo in the room. ATTENTION NETWORK, KURT HUMMEL HAS A GLEE CLUB ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE.] Sorry. My hand slipped. [No, it didn't.]

Between regular events and the general chaos of the holiday season, we haven't held a meeting of Wonderland's glee club for an embarrassingly long time. However, there seems to be some sort of reprieve at the moment, given that we were subjected to the Wonderland's hilarious version of "Christmas magic" for almost two weeks, so now is as excellent a time as any.

To any more recent arrivals - a glee club is a show choir, and we're always open to new members, especially those of you who happened to be in glee clubs back home. [Hi Finn. Hi Brittany.] For those who are unfamiliar, oftentimes we will have a theme for the week, and this week is no exception.

[He pushes himself off of the piano and crosses over to the whiteboard he's brought into the room, and starts to draw something on it.] Glee club, at its heart, is about expressing things you can't find the words to say. And we've all had a tough time in Wonderland in the past year, whether we were tortured by events, or separated from loved ones, or seduced by a handsome older man only to find out that not only does he not swing in your direction, but he apparently doesn't understand basic social conduct, such as not flirting with someone you aren't attracted to. [Kurt gave up on his drawing mid-way through that little rant and just sort of scribbled it out angrily instead because FREAKING DEAN. It was going to be a heart, to represent emotions, but now it's just a very angry bunch of tangled lines.]

So, your assignment for this week is to find a song that properly expresses any toxic emotions you might have left over from the previous year, and let them all out in a cathartic performance. With any luck, it will be highly therapeutic and leave you emotionally cleansed for the new year.

[And before clicking off the post, he smiles a very stepford smile, which totally isn't aimed at anyone in particular. Really. Not at all. Nope. Especially not Dean. Freaking Dean.]

[So, sometime after he sneaks away from Santana and her obsessive need for attention, Kurt's wandering around looking for somewhere to be. The video catches him wandering down an unfamiliar hallway, hoping that whatever's been out to get him won't find him if he's not on his usual stomping grounds, so to speak. It seems to be going well at first, though Kurt seems to be a little skittish, taking extra caution with his steps as though something is going to be flung at him, again, for the millionth time in two days.

He's hasn't posted deliberately like some of the others have - that would just scare his father, and nothing serious has happened yet. Still, he's seriously contemplating going back downstairs, knocking on his father's door, and hiding there until it's all over.

Then, something cracks beneath his feet and he freezes.

Hopefully he just...just stepped on something. Right?

Sadly no, that's not right. He looks down and there is a huge crack in the floor, like an earthquake just hit. For a second, Kurt is afraid to move, but then he tries to sprint off of it. Sadly, the second he moves, the floor collapses out from underneath him, and he falls. For a second it looks like he might be okay - he tries to grab hold of what remains of the floor, but that only last about a second before it snaps right off, and Kurt falls out of sight with a painful thud.

You don't get to see him get up. The camera flickers off there.

AND OH GOODNESS, IT WAS ALL ON THE NETWORK FOR HIS POOR FATHER TO SEE AND FRET OVER. And anyone else who cares too, of course.♥]